I don't know what's happening to me. Kelan lang ako natakot sa tomboy??? Duh! I have friends like that pero hindi naman ako natatakot. They don't affect me like these two affecting me. I shouldn't feel this way but I can't help it. I am a Social Worker and I should be neutral to all sexuality. Oh my God!
Kapag andito sila, I feel suffocated! Di ako makahiga, di ako makagalaw ng normal and I can't breathe! (literally). I am not comfortable with them around. They are my friends, actually. The first time I've met them, I don't feel this way and I am not like this. I am very fond of their presence but it just turned around. One day I feel like my whole body is shaking because I am afraid of them. Why should I be afraid when in the first place, they've done nothing wrong. Hala! I need to assess myself because this is unfair! I know it is.
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